|~I’m WhO I’m~|

This will be my LAST post on friendster blog.. byebye.. last post as to mark the ending or year 2007.. (well, it edy ended.. haha..)

making a conclusion here.. haha..must be responsible.. cant just leave thing hanging half way..

hmm.. year 2007.. for me it is consider a good year.. let me flash back some..

- finished my one year foundation studies in utar in around april.. before that..i’ve decided to change from business - marketing stream to social science - psychology.. it was a tough decision.. cos i really think marketing is just not my type.. hehe.. im not good in it at all.. business.. need to take up accounts n maths n all sort of calculations.. wow… i dislike figures.. haih.. but come to psy.. need lots of calculations too…statistics all..but i guess im okay wid statistics..wonder how hard will it be..hopefully i can cope lo..

den when apply for transferring.. melissa also.. she’s changing to advertising.. also another stream.. gotto pay RM200 for processing fees.. utar is sucking our blood again.. haih.. pay lo.. wat to do.. den they said we gotto sit for foundation for another semester for their arts subject.. O.o.. afterthat.. we need to head to UTAR KAMPAR for our degree… hmmmm… but then think think.. changing to kampar is not a bad idea la.. more real uni feel n perhaps learn to be more independent.. "nice n peaceful n fresh" environment there.. skin oso will be smoother.. hahaha…

BUT again.. when we finished our 3 weeks holidays.. which means we need to go for foundation again.. i received a student bill cost about 3K++ for degree in psychology…  ??? hmmm…. how would tat be? head to PA to ask officer.. they said…ya, u DONT NEED to sit for another sem in foundation.. straight to degree n finish ur 3 yrs course in PJ here.. wow… tats a good news.. yea..so still in psy course till now..in PJ.. others in Sg Long who r taking business…

i hope i didn’t make de wrong decision again for choosing psy..

- on 31st of august, i’ve (we’ve) created a history of our life.. Project 50 Merdeka.. 1500 performers of SGM members n soka frens.. performed during that nite..for us.. it was a great success n victory.. wont forget those days n nites of practices during de two months.. n hv met alot alot of new frens… aged from 13 till … hahaa…all D2!! thank u for giving me such an opportunity to join de event.. hopefully will be able to contribute again in future…! 2010 maybe??

- 3 months of holidays.. hehe… supposed to be our 2nd semester but for those who don need to sit for bahasa kebangsaan subject den its a holiday for them lo.. 1st months.. rot at home.. haha.. 2nd n 3rd month..working..in Prudential n some OT wine dinner wid LC..de money i’ve earned has gone down de drain..(for new hp.. :P) bye~~ hahaha..

n stil hv another 3 weeks b4 class starts.. 1st week.. went back hometown for cousin’s wedding.. 2nd week.. xmas n singapore n my bday.. ;P .. 3rd week.. stay at home n really enjoy de holidays……and BBQ n stay overnite at rain’s place on de last day of holidays is our celebration for de closing ceremony of 3 mths holidays.. hahaha… well..3 months ended just like that..

honestly i really don hv de mood to back to study yet.. everything about books n bla bla.. all blank in my mind.. wonder when i can get back my study mood.. haih…. class starts means assignments n mid terms will come in a pack..its like buy one n get one free… haha..  that time.. stress will hits me again..

- places i’ve went during holidays..(means de amount i’ve spent is not small for me…haha)

+ genting wid foundation frens during our sem break..and another round wid cousins after that..
+ melaka trip during de end of our foundation year.. visited a famosa n stayed in ‘bungalow’… hahaha.. n saw something dirty things in de pic we took there.. hahaha..
+ eye on malaysia.. but didnt take de ride on de wheel cos think its not really worth it n lazy to queue up soooo long… haha..
+ flower exhibition in putrajaya..camwhore camwhore nia..
+ Port Dickson - glory beach resort.. stayed 3 days 2 nitez there..6 of us..yea, it was fun.. plan to go another time cos got some free vouchers.. but.. not so free la… hahahaha…
+ singapore for christmas countdown.. went wid brother.. hoping to see nicer decorations there.. but couldnt see anything special cos its too crowded there.. hmmm… walked n joined in de crowd at orchard road.. soooo many ppl there…
tats on xmas eve.. stayed up whole nite at outside..as  early as 5am.. went mcd had breakfast.. den take pictures when de sky still dark till de sun rise.. hahaha.. afterthat.. back to home n.. sleep~~!! on xmas day… LOL… back to johor at nite.. de next nite only got bus tics back to kl.. hmmm..

- my birthday celebration was a simple one.. hehe..wid rain, mel, xeuli, zen n kenny.. yumcha at puchong in de afternoon..movie at mv at nite.. supper at oug..
thank u~~!! hehe..

thanks to everyone who rmbrs my ‘important’ day ya… thru smses.. fon calls.. emails.. fster n facebook as well..ahhaha.. or fster bday reminder reminds u??? hahha… den thanks to fster oso lo…

thanks for all presents ya.. love receiving presents.. hahaha.. leungchuiteng..where’s mine? y u keep at home? haha..

one n only bday card received..wonder its from who..hmmm…open n read.. handwriting not very nice.. hahaha.. OPPss…hahaha.. its from big cow! danielgoh.. hehe.. thank u very much..i like cards too….. but u made a huge mistake there..

"happy 20th birthday to u"    -.-"

im only 19 this yr ler… hahahah… every digit counts k.. hahaha…

k.. thats all.. got to go out for lunch edy.. miss hopeichuen coming.. haha..

oh ya… my new blog on blogspot.. de url is errrr… u ask from me la..dont be shy shy k… hehehe.. cos i privatized it… even its nothing much private but.. erm.. feel more secure?  hahahhaa…..

byebye!  happy new year 2008!!

love u n miss u alwayz 2007…..

Life in Prudential…. i managed to survive myself there for 2 months.. wow…unbelievable.. before that i’ve mentioned, dunno how long i can stay there.. as Suet said before that if im not happy wid my job i can quit anytime..

time just pass.. i’ll be more happy if there’s tasks for me to do.. if not.. de clock is like not moving at all.. haha.. for me, tis job not bad la, even its still a office work like my previous one.. some might think that tis a very boring job.. sit in office from 9-5 (now till 6..) facing de com n papers n documents and policies.. hahaha.. the thing i like bout tis job is - stress free! haha.. the thing i dislike - no leng zhai to kap… LOL.. jus joking.. ya, really, 80% of man in de office are all married.. haha.. lunch time - alwiz eat at same place wan.. called it ‘lou dei fong’.. haha.. influenced by whaiyee edy.. sit down, need to think for about 5-10 mins.. den oni decided wat to order.. haha..

i’ve realized.. de importance of insurance..!!  LOL.. come buy from me!! hahaha… NO la… im not de agent.. im de agent’s assistant.. well, i myself doesnt have insurance, no budget for it.. 

being a insurance agent must really be in loved wid their job.. serve their clients to de max.. as vvip.. i don think so i can do it.. haha.. got to travel all de way from pj to kl, kl back to pj.. and nite back to kl again.. appointmentssss…*phew*.. not me.. thats why Suet needs an assistant like ME.. a good and responsible and reliable one.. *muka temboknya*

ONE more week then i no longer a staff there..
will finish up all unfinished stuffs, clean my table n clear my files..

working in these 2 months.. i oni got my entertainments on weekends.. actually ive signed up for trials at fitness first.. haha.. wid my ex-colleagues - sin & lin.. de trial is for unlimited entries for 1 month.. but i think we only went there once or twice a week.. i bet if im studying now.. i would go more often..haha.. y? because after work.. tired la, sleepy la.. nite time is tv time u see.. really lazy to go out.. same goes to them..haha..  now, de trials only valid for another week.. we shall go for de last time… haha..

last few weekends -

went for movies - bullet n brains (really no movie to watch tat time) - the kingdom… and …. tats all.. haih.. a few movies i wanna watch now.. enchanted and unrest! haha..
other than that jus stay at home online and watch tv..

last week, after gym, went sing k at neway, hmmm… oni 3 of us.. hmm.. they sing so well.. oni me de ‘cha’ and banana wan.. hahaha.. encore for de 90’s spice girls song - stop! haahahahaa… i rmbr i sang de song before when i was in standard 6 wid a bunch of frens.. did we performed on stage?? i forgot.. but i rmbr we performed de song ‘goodbye’ during one of our teacher retirement day…. haha…

my loan.. is coming~~~ they said the payment will be in by tis week… but cannot be trusted 100%.. u noe la, government.. haih.. when i get it.. i wanna buy new hp wid my salary, cos if i spend my salary now, wat if cant get de payment when my 3rd sem start? no $ to pay liao…die.. haha… de fon im targeting now  - SE - K810i cybershot… de price dropped kinda fast… so its okay for me edy.. hehe.. my current hp.. on 22nd of dec is her 4th b’day.. now she’s real sick.. sometimes de vibration gone totally, sometimes ppl cant call in.. sometimes hang kei.. so cham.. i mean her… its time to say goodbye..

hohoho.. christmas is coming.. means 2007 ending n 2008 is coming.. in between christmas n new yr????? ngek ngek ngek… hahahaha… nothing..dowan to get old so soon.. forever 18
plans are all messed up.. next week, will back hometown.. de week after - don think so goin s’pore edy.. bro not goin.. but i wanna go lor for christmas countdown.. haih.. i shall go there by myself!!! hmmph!! but… dunno la.. and no more genting trip for D2 ma?? was looking forward to it.. nobody plan for it? wat if plan now? will it be too late as need to confirm wid 25 ppl??  haha.. sengang is plannin to go eye on malaysia as they are closing it by end of tis yr.. i’ve been there.. but not de ride lo..

year 2008 is coming n i shall make a new year resolution…
oh, i’ve created new blog on blogspot.. shall begin next yr.. LOL.. haha..

**MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR!!**

Holiday is the best part of schooling life.. when u are out to work.. u only got public holidays n weekends.. which is damn short.. u wanna go for holidays.. u need to apply for leaves.. which is very limited and not always will get approved..  u wan more.. ur employer gonna deduct ur salary..

haih……

wanna plan outing/gathering wid frens.. catch up wid each other.. i guess will be very hard to after all of us graduate n hv our own jobs.. haih.. got time for this but no time for that.. end up.. will be reli hard to make decision.. haha.. i think once in a blue moon oni can meet..or after one gathering… de next one.. all of us will be holding our kids hands.. LOL!!! 

so.. for all students.. enjoy ur schooling life ya……. 

3 months hols.. this is de 5th week of my hols..
on de 5th week only i got my ass moving.. to work! haha.. been holiday-ing for a month edy.. in jus a blink..hmm.. wat hv i done in that one month? de answer… enjoying~~ haha.. others may have edy earned more than 1K.. while me myself.. not a single cent.. haih.. nvm nvm…. start now lor.. not late yet..LOL..


FIRST WEEK 

(wow, its been very long ago..haha.. see i can recall back everything or not..hehe..)

26-28th Sept 2007

- went to Port Dickson, 3 dayz 2 nitez, with rainwong, cathychew, melissayeoh, garyfatzen & kennychan.. rain drove there.. well.. its a short journey.. with de help of the direction from the internet, we managed to get there without U- turning… haha..

1st day at PD

- check in to our apartment.. wah~~ can face the beach.. so nice……. den start to take lots of pics… haha… (but actually de beach not reli nice… compared to other islands…. its edy polluted u see.. haih….)
- hmmm… i think we were de only occupants at de whole block of the apartment..sounds scary.. at nite.. de lights of de lift there..*blinking blinking de*… hahaha… think too much!
- when down to de beach play beach ball for awhile.. den.. there was a guy, in his underpants oni.. so eewww…. don wanna look at him, but we cant.. haha.. he was walkin up n down up n down..dunno wat he want and wat he was searching for.. hmmm…???
- had our very own steamboat dinner… 2 days before we went mv shop for food.. haha.. *ka ching* spent about RM 100… luckily brought enuf cash..haha..
- after dinner was searching for some entertainments.. but end up in a pub.. called "Bamboo Pub".. so funny. hmm.. i think wid only us n another customer in there.. 2 gals singing and 2 guys playin instruments.. hmmm.. reli ’silent’..haha.. so we jus drink, played pool and camwhore sikit..
- den go back to our apartment..plan for tmr’s activities.. tot will be a long day..cos like quite sien tat time… but.. hehe..
- well… first nite there.. i couldnt sleep well… biasala.. go where oso de same de.. add all together also dunno got sleep for 2 hrs or not.. nvm.. still can stand!

2nd day at PD

- morning went for sauna.. (swimming pool under maintainance, haih) their sauna seems like nvr been used for yrs.. haha.. but didnt stay long.. cos… got lizardsss!!! eeeyerrr….!!
- afternoon, went out to town for lunch den look for cleaner beach to play.. yeah, found one..-Teluk Kemang- *play play play*..den suddenly…

siokwah said : SIM AI, OMG!!! what happen to ur face?????!!!!
simai : wat??!! wat happen to my face???!!
*gan cheong edy*
siokwah : got RASHES leh!!

…… got rashes all over my face.. due to my sensitive skin.. haih… but luckily..for awhile oni la, den gone..
- we ‘burried’ kenny and help him do plastic surgery.. transformed him into half guy half gal..haha.. we too not sure what’s his identity..hehe..
- at nite, had dinner at seafood restaurant.. hmmmph! their lala bluff ppl wan.. haha..
- bought some beer.. for tonite.. stayed up all nite long at de beach.. wid candles, sparkling juice and heineken.. chat chat..laugh laugh.. drink drink.. cam cam.. haha..

3rd day at PD

-supposed to check out at 12pm.. woke up at 11.30..haha..but no worries, everything been pack in de early morning b4 i slept..
-say GOODBYE to Glory Beach Resort, Port Dickson!!

29th, Friday

- D2 outing to Timesquare..
- members: me, karleng, meiling, kerrkay, shuchiet, munjoe, david, chee kok, and cheehow & sokpheng
- took public transport there.. me and de LINGss went earlier cos ML wanna shop at RM25 shop at sg wang.. well no clothes ngam me there cos…hahaha.. wanna look for de same shoe im wearing now but couldnt rmbr where’s de shop edy.. nvm la.. end up brought a crumpled shirt from PDI.. wow! 70% OFF!! haha.. tats de attractive part wei..LOL…
- at 1st de plan is to play at de indoor theme park.. but seriously.. damn not worth it leh.. a few types of rides for RM 35 per person.. hmm.. changed plan to watch movie.. watched "I Now Pronounce You Chuck N Larry".. hilarious, touching and gayness movie.. nice one…hehe… some fell in de cinema laughed till damn loud.. ok la, its reli funny but… no need tat
loud kua.. even de funny part finish edy.. he still laughing.. haha..
- den dinner.. all on MUNJOE!! thanks mun joe..!! hehe.. when’s next time? JK~~!! mcd mcd.. ta pao to kerrkay’s hotel room.. *KK, y u booked a room there huh????* haha… i dowan to explain here… haha.. makan makan makan… watch movie… n play Uno (again! at PD played alot edy).. but this
uno special abit.. Harry Potter de.. haha.. hmmm.. plan to play till 10 sumtin den leave.. cos.. all of us hv to take monorial,lrt and ktm back home.. haha.. but.. they couldnt finish de game.. still at de 1st round.. woah…. but .. reli.. don feel like leaving at all.. lol..den… 10.30pm… den… 11pm….. *still playing*.. :p haih… but finally … de game ends.. phew!..

- suddenly…..*deng deng deng deng*….

… dunno whose idea was that…. *who arr?? *

… there was a make-up set on de table..belongs to KK’s mum n her frens..

… wat else naugthy boys n gals would do wid those things on table..

buahahahaha… *TADAA*

… guys turned to hotchicks.. gals turned to some gigolo or hamsap kwai..

hahaha…

*dong* de clock strikes 12.. we left her hotel n run to monorial.. okay~~ we still managed to get on de last train to kl sentral but not de last lrt train.. hmm.. gotto take cab back.. den oni MJ n CH drove us back..

haha…

wat a nite….

"crazy! we r all crazy!!, but FUN!!" - karleng

SECOND WEEK

2nd Oct, Tuesday
- went MV watched Hairspray wid siokwah, rain n kenny..
(hmmm..can’t rmbr y we meet up tat day edy…)
- very musical movie..

6th Oct, Saturday
- yeah, joined cultural group edy - dove dance group.. went for 1st practice wid karleng, weichaw asked us to go ’see see’ oni.. haha.. well, we tried on chinese dance.. not bad.. oni hard to catch up for all de stepping part.. haha.. tell u wat.. their warming up session reli … wah!… almost fainted.. hahaha…
- so i wont be free every saturday nite edy la..lol.. off for practice..hehe
- but..kinda will mafan ppl lo..need to fetch us here n there every sat..haih.. well…soon.. hopefully.. my wish….. hmmm…………

THIRD WEEK

9th Oct, Tues
- working day.. (1 day only) at Jim’s hse.. erm, kind of like wine promotion cum promoting his furnitures and accessories.. (their stuffs not cheap.. all count by K wan.. haha)
- kinda sien at 1st..alone.. as usual la.. after setting up my table..decorated all wid grapes n leaves n wines n candles….. de guest not there yet.. haih.. sien sien.. den one by one came .. serve them n sell.. not bad la de sales.. haha..
- okay..de happiest part.. got my pay.. haha.. LC paid me together wid my last time salary oso.. wow..quite alot.. but i tink will dried up quite fast due too a few ppls b’day coming soon.. haahaa…

11th, Thurs
- siok wah’s 18th birthday celebration at 1U..her bday is on 13th, not 11th.. (so no cake for her cos not her actual bday yet..) ..had Nandos for dinner..den went to play foosball n pool.. haha..yaya.. mel- de loudspeaker..*lol*.. screamed reli loud.. omg. embarrasing.. hahaha…kidding la..hehe..all oso beginners oni.. so..haha.. fun la..
- goin to 12am edy.. head to Mardigras, can’t find de venue.. ask de guard oso dun und his direction.. den found! after askin a workin lady there.. aiya, say la earlier its besides sealantis..i went there a few times edy..
- went in, order drinks.. when there’s some crowd dancing den.."ok la, let’s go!".. music not so nice edy so went back to our seats.. repeating a few times.. hahaha..
- i wasn’t wearing specs tat time.. not so convenient n due to de lightings..haha.. so din reli get to kap zhai..tat sw n rain get to kap one or two but i cant.. hahaha.. nvm, next time..lol..
- ok, de party is over.. near 3am edy..go back lu..but all of us very thirsty, so went to murni to hv some drinks.. but they said wanna tutup edy, apa-apa pun tak ada..! mau limau ais pun tak ada.. so jus drank can drinks..haha..ok, after drinking, back to car n go home..
- the ’surprise’.. rain,kenny n zen wanna ‘take their bags at de car bonet’, sw get in de car, me n mel oso.. tok tok to her.. smart sw go turned her head behind n saw lights.. haha.. she looked properly.. its candle lights.. haha.. got cake for her!! at 1st she oso askin y no cake for her de? i said..cheh, not ur bday oso buy cake for u for wat? hahaha..
- well, can see that she’s very happy.. haha..

12th, Fri
- wanna make a dinner wid chui teng, another bday gal on 13th oct.. but 1 yr elder than sw..haha.. they’re like ‘enemy’ sumtimes.. tak boleh tahan.. haha..
- but too last minute edy, (chuiteng’s fault!! :P) on tat day itself oni sms ppl to hv dinner at nite.. or else oni me n her will have candle light dinner.. LOL.. haha.. twins n wc joined lo.. thanks for coming.. haha..
- ya.. why? why no cake for chuiteng wan? haha.. being the SUPERSTITIOUS MISS LEUNG CHUI TENG.. she dowan to celebrate her bday tat yr..

hahahaaha….

13th, Sat
- Cousins from s’pore came.. in the early morning.. haha.. 5am sumtin called..6 sumtin called.. i don hv enuf sleep .. hahaha.. den they came edy..continue sleeping till 12pm sumtin… haha.. at 4 sumtin oni went to 1U have lunch..5 of us.. supposed to back for dinner together wid parents but they havent shop finish so we had our dinner outside ourselves lo..went to kepong find another few cousins of ours.. hehe..

14th, Sun
- perasan KK’s 17th b’day celebration.. she’s only 17 wei.. so YOUNG!! LOL.. had it at agnus’s hse..she prepared all de food by herself..even the bday cake oso she baked it for KK.. wow..
- de bday gal..came de lastest (but karleng, came when goin to ends, haha)
- KK said a million of thanks that nite.. haha.. got sum surprise for her also that nite..  hehe.. go read her blog la, she narrates much better..LOL..

FOURTH WEEK

18th, Thurs
- final exams results out.. almost forgot that we took exams.. haha..well, de results is okay for me lo.. not reli statisfied because of some careless mistakes for certain subjects..hehe..and blaming myself for not readin the tips given earlier..(as alwiz wan la.. last minutes person, wat a bad habit, haih..) but grateful also cos i managed to pass my worst paper..

FIFTH WEEK

22nd, Mon
- well well well.. start working edy!! hehe.. at last.. work as someone’s assitant like tat.. at prudential, sec14..near my hse..tats wat i wanted..de salary is okay cos workin hr kinda short ma.. so if wanna earn more then need to look for second job for nite time de..
- better if they give me more work to do.. or else i’ll be fishing in office n de time will pass damn slow..

- before starting work..n till now also.. feel bad.. haih.. y? cos been working for LC so many yrs edy.. now…. i wanna try new working environment..so thats y can’t help her in office edy.. but then nite.. if there’s any function need me, jus call me la k..
- actually i got my own ‘dream job’ de.. but due to some circumstances.. dowan la..

26th, Fri
- YWD discussion meeting & Entrance Exam meeting..
- i went for ywd meeting even though they’re at de same venue and same time.. haha.. NOOoo.. my trails next month n exam in december.. hopefully i will revise my work earlier la… this is not east..
- yea, all gals shared their experiences.. not all la.. shared their problems n happiness.. haha.. and i reli cant tink of any to share tat nite.. haha..
- wat i tink reli applied on me is that.. when we face problems.. don’t avoid it.. face it n if reli can’t..use de power of daimoku.. chant for wisdom to overcome it..

*Ah Jie arr..so shock of ur working experience ler.. didnt noe u’ve gone thru such thing wid such colluegue..but u’ve overcome it too.. i’ll definitely learn from u n others too.. (tats y i prefer be de listener..LOL)*

Yesterday..
SWS Grassroot Meeting, at BK.. ywd n wd..
- divided us into groups.. khai fang n i in diff group.. hahaa.. well, de case study’s topic kinda deep for me.. -"An Eye for An Eye, A Tooth for A Tooth"- haha.. so mostly points contributed by de WDs.. some of them oso shared their problems related to de topic n discussing how to overcome it n all.. so end up not enuf time to prepare for presentation later.. but nvm, madam woo..our representative..did it well on stage..hehe.. jus a 5 mins presentation..

- after presentation, there’s conclusion made by Seko.. (was that consider a conclusion or part of sharing too?, haha) its about love n relationship..
- get to jot these few verse down, that’s y i  rmbr.. haha.. too much to store in my brain..

~~ love is hunger - love is exhausting - love is in the world or greed~~

cos.. we won’t have enuf love.. we want more n more n more..do u ask someone who loves u to stop loving u?? bcos u had enuf love!..no rite? hehe…

So.. sometimes, ask yourself these 4 questions..

1) Do you feel loved?
2) Do you think loved?
3) Do you act loved?
4) Do you being loved?

-de answer preferable to be YES- hehe..

~~ Pain is an Experience, Suffering is a Lifestyle~~
~~ We are Not living in the World, the World is Living in Us~~

* So seriously, i must, not only me.. all of u guys there too.. must set a DETERMINATION.. and achieve wat u want to achieves.. live your life to de fullest and without regret, bcos there aren’t a time machine in this world..(unless someone invented it in future lo)*

live ur life as if u r going to die tmr

P50 Merdeka is OVER~~~ so fast.. gathering also ended edy.. so fast…

anyway, it was a great success n great experience for all of us.. really hope that there will be another huge event like this in future.. and hope all D2 members can be in de same group n perform together again,, wooo hooo.. haha.. hopefully~~.. this event became such a great success because of  everyone’s hard work, patience, and contribution.. thanks to all committee members, PICs, stage crews, F&B, technical n video group, happiness group and allll performers..!!! (n to all i didn’t mentioned).. hehe.. everyone played an important roles in tis  project.. really no regret joining this.. felt sad cos its over … anyway, everything sure has its beginning and its end.. so.. really no regret.. wish all my frens there all the best in everything they do~~!! take care and keep in touch lo..

the changes that i ’saw’ are those ppl who at first was being forced by their parents to join the event.. haha.. then, after a few practices.. they changed totally.. they became so committed to their groups.. nvr wanna miss any practice though.. haha.. happy for them too.. yeah, they made it to de end!! congrats to alll…..!!!

hmmm… im updating my blog while waiting for dinner…  went out watch a movie jus now.. -rogue assassin- erm, this movie too ganas for me.. haha.. like wat edwin khoo said.. "next time watch action movie,  never ever sit beside nicole yong" hahaha.. she’ll give extra "action" de.. hahaha.. funny.. edwin n i was sitting beside her.. haha..

wah, supposed to be studying these few days.. because….. its my FINAL EXAM… OMG~~ hahaha..

yesterday was my 1st paper, communicative english.. erm, luckily got enough time to finish it. no rush.. bcos.. simply write memo n essay.. missed out alot of important points in memo writing and i guess my essay terpesong edy.. haih.. nvm la, no A for this paper edy.. haha.. de next paper is psychology on this saturday.. haven’t study finish all yet.. haven’t memories also.. don’t really understand all the theories yet.. haih.. die lo.. course work marks also not very high.. cham.

haih.. exams period so long…….. hv a few plans after exams.. 3 months holidays wor.. hahaha.. really will berkulat if jus sit at home.. and really looking forward to all de plans.. hehe.. some of my plans -> trip to PD!!! yeah~~~ ..then wanna do something which i don’t hv time to do it now.. then~~ JOIN cultural group!! kar leng.. here i come!! hehehe.. aiyo, wat if we choose de different group.. haih..  erm, then.. gotto work.. same work.. ah sin.. here i come.. to "teman" u at office.. haha..

wow.. wrote alot.. okok. enough for now.. dinner time..!!

3 more days to go……. Merdeka Day actual day performance.. wooo~~~!!! my last post i still wrote 22 more days.. time really flies.. 

last saturday and sunday was the rehearsal edy.. started around 1pm.. until 1am midnite only back home.. but de rehearsal only started from around 8pm something till 11pm..

on saturday afternoon.. the whether was quite sunny at first.. then.. we went down the field to practice before other government contingents are coming.. they edy covered the whole field with some tiles.. in results.. it burned our feet.. no enough oxygen for us..wah.. really hard ar..  den out of sudden.. it started to rain! at first drizzled abit only.. then chin yen said nvm.. we’ll continue practicing (with rain coat on) then… we gonna do our full run.. if with all the rain coats n our caps, it wont be nice n hard to spot our mistakes.. so, REMOVED all caps n rain coats.. wahhh.. perform under the rain (not our first time) ……. after 5 mins…… rains getting heavier n heavier n heavier.. can’t see anything with my specs on.. haha.. –had to stop and back to stadium negara.. all soaked in wet.. de worst one is our shoes.. became smelly fish.. but no extra shoe, only get to changed new tshirt.. haha..

on sunday afternoon… very very very HOT.. the sun is like burning our skin.. burning our feet.. eyes can’t open wide.. haih.. during full run.. other groups have to lie down on de floor.. is like having sauna.. haha..

at nite rehearsal.. waaaa… its like really actual performance day liao.. lightings, other performers (about 10,000 ppl) wow! nervous… luckily didn’t forget all de steps and formations.. haha..

de sat nite rehearsal not so good.. gym boys fell down.. really hurts.. abit of wrong counting as well… but sun nite, according to ‘pak ngah’.. it was 80% perfect.. the 20% was at finale part.. haha.. everyone jus follow the person infront.. line not straight and all.. messy .. haha..

oh~~ tmr- wednesday.. LAST REHEARSAL..!! open for public to go in edy.. cos on actual day, de seats are limited…

ahhhh~~~ really must pray for good weather, good health, and great success!!!!

let us all create another new history and victory…..!!!

D2 and all performers!! Gambatte!!

one word to describe —-> SIEN…  in English is BORING @ BORED

- WHY some people just care about their own feelings and advantages only? can’t they just show some empathies towards others as well.. they aren’t living alone in this world..  open your eyes bigger wei…!

- WHY sometimes we can even lose ourself?? we became another person when something that we don’t want it to happen..it happens..!

- WHY human brains think so much!? *haih* is toooo much…

-WHY WHY WHY???? toooo much of WHYs..

= no answer?

next topic :

Assignments..
2 more presentations to go.. 2 more weeks only present.. then, study week edy.. so fast!

one huge presentation just over last tuesday.. intro to counselling.. nice, creative, and funny advertisement.. two thumbs up! haha.. great actor.. (uploaded on Youtube for 1 day, haha..but..) happy with the audience feedbacks.. but.. how can they not let us finish everything? we only did quarter of the whole thing due to de time..  7 pm, utar needs to close edy.. haih.. start earlier la then.. but lecturer said every groups get quite high marks.. all really did it creatively..

next topic:

Project 50 Merdeka

after 1 month of practices, at last we managed to run all our 16 minutes performance.. wow.. reli tiring.. cos under hot sun.. it was around 3 pm sun….. haha..
i uses 3 types of sunblock - banana boat, sunplay and nivea… but… my hand still gets dark.. haha.. *abit ler compared to karleng, haha.. she wanna kill me edy, for being fairer than her*

22 more days to go~~
feeling nervous…. haha… and my shoulder getting more pain than before..dunno y leh.. ling li, u gain weight ar? haha.. nvm, still can take it.. haha.. nothing is easy.. or maybe just my mentally thinking its pain lor.. haha.. all human formations getting nicer n nicer after many practices and doing the callis.. yeng ar… but i forgot all edy.. oppps. hehe..

and at last, we got out group photos! hehe.. but not all D2 members in it.. haha.. nvm, we cut n paste their pics in.. haha.. yeah~~~ D2! HOT TO GO… @ "GOT" TO GO 

tmr practice again.. here i come!! haha.. everybody, get ready ur tools ya..!! hehe..

Cultural and Counselling Exams…

Monday was cultural test, erm..okok lor.. know how to answer but no key words.. haha.. forgot all de key words.. so end up writing all grandmother stories in that essay..  (unlike psychology test, don’t even hv de time to write crap.. was late for 45 MINUTES!! walau eh.. reli damn blur man that time..haih…) hopefully de lecturer will accepts my craps lo.. hehe..

Tuesday was counselling test.. hmmm.. thought MCQ will be easy wan.. haih.. mana tau came out all i didn’t study wan.. i didn’t even know those are parts of counselling topics.. haha.. den, when i finished answering mcq, i looked at my hp.. its edy 4.55pm.. exam ends at 5.15pm…. ohhh noooo~~~ i left 20 minutes to do 3 more structured questions.. cis cis.. why??!! why time pass so fast wan? i wasted alot of time on mcq?? which i almost tembak for all of them.. haih.. short questions i know how to do wan lo, but too nervous edy, so … BLANK!!! i know SOMETHING, but can’t think of ANYTHING, so end up NOTHING.. *rhymes heh*

nevermind la, no use crying over split milk.. must work hard for FINALS!! can’t fail.. if not… hmmm… DIE!!!
stress stress go away!! haha

and counselling assignments.. a tough one.. *more to PR or Adv assignments.. haha* hopefully we are at de right path of doin it.. haha.. two more weeks to do..

7.19 - SGM Young Women Division Day

today we celebrate our 7.19 day.. met alot of frens there, and the two ‘Lings’ from D2.. wahaha…

really learned something from de meeting just now..  a few meaningful quotes from MCs.. Lai Yee’s sharing (the shocking and grateful one).. and the ‘arguments’..haha..

每个人都拥有, 不同的理想
每个人都面对, 不同的挑战

- - everyone have their own problems and challenges.. and these are coming non stop.. so, we really must have de courage and wisdom to face and to deal with them.. don’t ever let them stop us from moving forwards.. and alwiz alwiz must see them positively.. and don’t give up in whatever u do..
 

Are YOU a
Psychopath?

This is a story about a
girl.

While at the funeral of her
own mother, she met a guy whom she did not know. She thought this guy was
amazing, so much the dream guy that she was searching for that she fell in love
with him immediately.

However, she never asked for
his name or number and afterward could not find anyone who knew who he was.

A few days later the girl
killed her own sister.

Question: Why did she
kill her sister?

First, find your own answer to
this question.

Then, check out below for the
answer.

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Answer: She reasoned that if
the guy appeared at her mother’s funeral, then he might appear another family
funeral.

If you answered this
correctly, you think like a psychopath. This was a test by a famous American
psychologist used to test if one has the same mentality as a killer. Many
arrested serial killers took part in this test and answered
correctly.

NOTE: This is not a true test, according to Snopes. "As a
quick ‘n’ easy way to separate the sheep from the murderous goats, it wouldn’t
work."

-Author unknown-

Left or Right????

First, identify yourself as right or left
brainperson:

1. Hold your hands together, as if you were praying.
Look
at your hands. If you see

Left thumb is below the right thumb —>
left brain
Right thumb is below the left thumb —> right brain

2.
Fold your arms in front of you (as if you are
angry)

Right arm above
left arm —> left brain
Left arm above right arm —> right
brain

Based on 1+2 (order important), below is the
interpretation of
your personality:

Right-Left
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Considerate, traditional,
indirect type

can instinctly read other’s emotion, and
respond
friendly by natures. Although not very into
taking intiatives in
moving forward, but this person
will always take a step back in
supporting
others. Stable personality and considerate, give
others a being
protected feeling. But the
weakness is they cannot say no; regardless
how
unwilling they are, they will take care of
others.

Right-Right
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Loves challenges
type

Straightfoward. Once they decided on one thing, will
take action
right away. Very curious, and
love challenges. Dare to face dangers
without
thinking through (sometimes foolishly). Their
weakness is they
dont listen to others, will filter
in only what whey want to hear in
a
conversation, and very subjective. However, because
of their
straightforward attitude, they tend
to be fairly
popular.

Left-Left
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Dedicated, cold,
perfectionist

Very logical in all aspects. The only way to defeat
(or
win over) him/her is through reasons. Has
a lot of prides, and feeling
strongly about doing
the right thing. If they are your friends, they
are
very trustworthy. However, if they are your
opponets, they will be very tough
to deal with.
Because they can be very ‘anal’ as a perfectionist,
they
usually leave a bad impression of being
hard to deal with when first
met.

Left-Right
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Likes to take care of others, leader
type

Has a cool and keen observation ability to see
through
situations, yet still can be considerate in
others needs. Because of their
cool and calm nature,
and strong sense of responsibility, they tend
to
become head of a group. Popular among people.
However, they may not be able
to help themselves
in meddling because they want to take care of
others
too much. Very concerned about how others
view them, and always on
alert.

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I’m a "left-left"…. hehe

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